Crunched a bit

It so turns out to me that my normal day is littered with thoughts about lameness and how unmotivated the world in general is. But when exams near, these thoughts are replaced by ideas about how short life really is and how I should really be doing what I must be.

This also brings me to reflect on some of my older days. I used to bunk classes to get more time to study! However, I never became more efficient. In fact, I just got more frustrated because I felt like I was doing less!


I guess this happens to everyone. It’s the 'last day of life' syndrome. If you were living your last day of life and you knew it, you'd better darn live it well. The idea is, the feeling of having too much time on one's hands is leads you to actually do less than more, because you feel have more time! Simple! And then when you have tests and deadlines and exams, you tend to realize how less you actually care about it and how much wish you were doing something else. But - wait - tadaaaa, if you wished you were doing that something, then why aren't you? And thinking all this is a perfect way to waste all that time, when you're crunched a bit.